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in this last week I noticed a large number of vehicles with blacked out windows, as though there were a sociopath convention this last week. Even the maids had blacked out windows and relatively ate model cars. someone is rigging the rooms I stay in with poison and who would be in a better position to enter the rooms undetected and unrestricted. One maid had a late model crown victoria and the other had a late model chev. suburban(p) type vehicle.
I now believe that I am a targeted individual by the use of covert electronic surveillance directed energy weapons and biological weapons. I feel tingling and pin prick sensations at various times and can sense facial and pressures in my brain which I had previously thought was hypertension.
I am subjected to attack with biological weapons whereby caches of toxic chemicals are placed in strategic places are energized by the direct energy field to give me a dose of chemical. it is my perception that a dose can be initiated by energizing the chemical cache to agitate and cause a microscopic piece of the chemical to fly as a projectile through the air and be directed to strike a target with precision. the projectile can break the skin and go through minor resistance like clothes to reach skin surfaces. This has been happening for a long time and I my perception of this has been evolving. The fact that the projectile is initiated with directed energy explains why I was not able to locate a local electronic delivery system.

The chemical must have a ferrous component to it which can be controlled by electromagnet radiation (EMF). once it is on my skin, the emf of the direced energy weapon can agitate or move the microscopic pieces on my skin giving a sensation of pins and needles more intense. I can wash it off my skin and it is better. also if i am near the chemical which has been deposited on a sheet or pillowcase then small bits are projected into my skin to cause a burning and stinging sensation which is releaved by physically moving my head off the pillow. Also putting a magazine between me and the affected surface will intercept the projectiles.. the same is true if some chemical is painted on a lamp shade, as i found in my room the first day. getting in close proximitry of the lamp shade when the emf is present, causes small pieces (projectiles) to be forced towards me and hit my skin giving me a stinging sensation


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Organophosphate and Carbamate poisoning of pets is common throughout the world. Deliberate poisoning of pets with these deadly compounds is more common in third world countries, where thieves poison pets with these illegal poisons in order to silence them before breaking into a house a few days later. In first world countries, where, these highly toxic poisons are better regulated, accidental poisoning of pets is more common, as access to the undiluted poison itself is very limited, but the poison is used as an ingredient in household pest sprays, in some tick and flea collars and tick and flea shampoos, and commercially in the agricultural industry.

HOW THESE POISONS WORK

These poisons have two actions, known as the Nictonic effect and the Muscarinic effect. The Nicotinic effect causes muscle spasms, and can paralyze pets after poisoning. The Muscarinic effect is far more deadly: It affects the internal organs – causing vomiting, diarrhoea, slows the heart down, and fills the chest up with fluid and eventually leads to death.
These poisons work by binding to the receptors on nerve endings and blocking them. This stops the nerves from working properly, animals collapse, vomit, have diarrhoea, struggle to walk and breathe, their hearts slow down so they can’t support life and then they die. These are terrible poisons and if you have them in your home, I would keep them locked up away from small children and pets.

SYMPTOMS OF POISONING

These are much more commonly seen in dogs as cats may not show the classic symptoms, only depression or sudden death.
Muscle tremors and twitches – almost looks as if muscle is alive and worming around under the skin
Vomiting – if your pets has been maliciously poisoned you may see small black granules in the vomit
poison in dog vomit

Note the characteristic black granules in in the vomit with malicious poisoning

Diarrhea – Usually light coloured, just runs our of anus, anal area wet with loose stools
Collapse
Doogs poisoned with pesticides are too weak to get up

This dog was unable to walk for 5 days after being poisoned

Difficulty breathing and heavy breathing
Constricted Pupils
Gums and Tongue are blue and there may be foam in the mouth
Blue colour tongue and gums due to pesticide poisoning

Cyanosis (blue color from too little oxygen) of the tongue due to fluid accumulating in lungs



Dog cannot stand up, legs seem uncoordinated and weak
Seizures
dog having a seizure

A dog having a seizure or fit

Sudden death – depends on how much poison was taken in, but dogs can die within half an hour.

RARE SIDE EFFECTS OF POISONING THAT I HAVE SEEN

Temporary paralysis usually for 3-4 days but up to two weeks. These animals may need tube feeding as well as physiotherapy three to four times daily on an exercise ball to regain muscles strength.
Permanent paralysis due to muscles spasms causing a disc to slip in the neck
Twisted gut from the spasms in the intestine from the poisoning

TREATMENT

Intravenous fluids (a drip) to support the heart and circulation
Intravenous fluids like Ringers lactate

Intravenous fluids for poisoning help prevent shock

Atropine slowly intravenously and under the skin to effect and repeated whenever symptoms recur.
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Atropine is the antidote for poisoning

Diphenhydramine (a common antihistamine) helps to control twitches
Valium intravenously if seizures occur
Activated Charcoal orally to bind the poison in the intestine. This should be give for a few days as the body tend to absorb and re excrete the poison in the bile.
Soft bedding
Dogs that are not badly poisoned should be out of hospital the next day but dogs that have taken a lot of poison in may need to stay a few days.
If your vet has access to Pralidoxime or 2 PAM, these may be useful in cases of long term or chronic Organophosphate toxicity.

DIAGNOSIS OF POISONING

Definitive diagnostic tests measure levels of an enzyme called Cholinesterase in the blood, either in red blood cells or serum. This enzyme is affected by the poison. It depends on your country and laboratory how long this test will take, but in some countries it takes up to two weeks, so most veterinarians will treat on the symptoms presented as waiting for the test to come back means your pet may die in the interim.
Blood can be tested for cholinesterase levels

Blood can be tested for enzyme levels indicating Organophosphate poisoning

If your pet has unfortunately passed away, your laboratory can test for levels of Organophosphate or Carbamate in the Stomach contents. Often though, these poisons may not be easily picked up, especially if the post mortem is not done quickly as the poison tends to dissipate but most pathologists can look at the general condition of the body and give a probable cause of death.

WHAT ELSE YOU SHOULD KNOW

Organophosphate poisons bind irreversibly to the nerve endings and sometimes a chronic form of this poisoning can be seen. Carbamate poisons are completely reversible with atropine. Chronic Organophosphate poisoning is usually seen with repeated exposure to the poison over time often with garden insecticides than the pet can easily gain access to and absorb through the skin, inhale or pick up by chewing on plants that have been sprayed. These pets can show weakness or paralysis of the extremities, persisting for weeks or years. Sometimes after an animal has taken in a big dose of poison, another syndrome of respiratory paralysis and weakness of the muscles can also be seen.

DOES MY PESTICIDE CONTAIN ORGANOPHOSPHATES OR CARBMATES?

Have a look at the ingredients. if the long names contain the letters CARB or FOS, THION or PHOS, the odds are that it does. Another common name is Diazinon. Not all of these poisons follow these basic rules, so be sure to ask your veterinarian or poison center if you’re concerned.
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My dog’s ordeal with organophosphate (dog dip) poisoning - Writer's Corner: Animal Non-Fiction - Epinions.com
http://ianrpubs.unl.edu/pesticides/ec2505.htm#oci
This site describes symptoms of organophosphate poisoning in humans as:

Mild exposures to organophosphate and carbamate insecticides include:
* headache, fatigue, dizziness, loss of appetite with nausea, stomach cramps and diarrhea;
* blurred vision associated with excessive tearing;
* contracted pupils of the eye;
* excessive sweating and salivation;
* slowed heartbeat, often fewer than 50 per minute;
* rippling of surface muscles just under the skin.
These symptoms may be mistaken for those of flu, heat stroke or heat exhaustion, or upset stomach.

Moderately severe organophosphate and carbamate insecticide poisoning cases exhibit all the signs and symptoms found in mild poisonings, but in addition, the victim:
* is unable to walk;
* often complains of chest discomfort and tightness;
* exhibits marked constriction of the pupils (pinpoint pupils);
* exhibits muscle twitching;
* has involuntary urination and bowel movement.

Severe poisonings are indicated by incontinence, unconsciousness and seizures.

The order in which these symptoms appear may vary, depending on how contact is made with the pesticide. If the product is swallowed, stomach and other abdominal manifestations commonly appear first; if it is absorbed through the skin, gastric and respiratory symptoms tend to appear at the same time.

Fortunately, good antidotes are available for victims of organophosphate or carbamate poisoning at emergency treatment centers, hospitals, and many physicians' offices. As with all pesticide poisonings, time is extremely critical. If a pesticide is swallowed, obtain prompt medical treatment. If a dermal exposure has occurred, remove contaminated clothing, wash exposed skin and seek medical care.

(Believe me, the signs in dogs are very similar as you read above.)

http://www.krpc.com/proffed/op%5Cop.cfm
Excellent informational site! Give this one a look.

http://path.upmc.edu/cases/case83/history.html
This site discusses the case of a child ingesting flea/tick dip. It turns out that organophosphate poisoning is sometimes difficult to diagnose in humans as well.

http://www.ehponline.org/members/2001/109p1109-1114boone/EHP109p1109PDF.PDF
This site is a bit technical but very enlightening.

http://www.urbanhound.com/houndHealth/fleaProducts.html
Also a good site. So good I'll quote from them:
“Almost all flea products can be toxic if they are not used the way they're meant to be. Cats are especially sensitive to many of the compounds found in flea products, but dogs and puppies can run into problems too. Dipping your dog several days in a row with a dip that's meant to be used only once every two weeks, spraying your dog with a product that's meant for the house (a premise spray), or using sprays, dips, and spot-ons all at the same time could poison your dog's nervous system. So read the directions carefully. Make sure you have the right dose for your dog's weight and age. Don't apply flea products more often than needed. Double-check to see if they can be used in combination with other products. And if you're hosing down the house with a flea spray or fogger, clear everyone out of the house (including people, dogs, cats, hamsters, fish, birds, and so on), put the dog dishes where they won't get sprayed, stay out of the house for as long as the label recommends, and open the windows to air out the house when you return.

It's best to talk with your vet before you begin an ambitious de-fleaing campaign. And, of course, if your dog acts strangely, shakes, drools, vomits, or has diarrhea after you've used a flea product, call your vet immediately.”


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OP (organo phosphate) poisoning for dogs is the same as for humans. OP is an anticholinergic which blocks acetyl cholne esterase from restoring ascetyl cholene. this evfectively blocks electrical signals to the brain which \
operation is transdermal
given in a shot type form using microwave ionization.
microwave ionization is not a twilight zone concept. this is used industrially to clean mechanical parts and other things.
this can be controlled by the opperator using a depot of the poison placed thier prior to use. it sounds complicated...........IT ISN"T
google microwave gas plazma to learn more about this process.
if they can look inside wall, make people hear things (proven), microwave some, then you can understand this.
the poison is needed to make the microwaves work exponentially better than microwaves alone.
I can prove the mechanizm of operation on a basic level to you. your engineers can pick up the ball from there.
ritical organ functions, without which the effected organs (all of them) cease to operate on some level depending on dose of poison. poison given is that which will make victim sick with out impairing his ourward navigational capabilities.
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I asked for a new room today. after the maid left I noticed increased sensitivity to ntt.

the water test guy is back... see pics

I asked for a new room and they gave me rm 161 right next to water test guy(162)

the room has high readings for emf The highest readings are on the bed lower right hand foot around 89 utesla
on the other side it is 34 uteslas, but the meter 50ut at 3'
34ut at 2 feet and 12ut at 1'...graduating. I read high readings to the right of the door.

someone is calling me with restricted displayed on the phone. I received 2 calls tonight. I answered one call and the caller hung up, as I expected. I cut the other call off.

I went to the cadillac motel in high springs after leaving abv. This was a big mistake as the high springs psychopath is a sadist. I finally had to leave because this sadist had to have a reaction to his torture. I came back around 5am and stayed until 11am.
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I am staying through today because I did not wake up until after 10. I have been subject to chemical and electronic attack 24/7.
in this last week I noticed a large number of vehicles with blacked out windows, as though there were a sociopath convention this last week. Even the maids had blacked out windows and relatively ate model cars. someone is rigging the rooms I stay in with poison and who would be in a better position to enter the rooms undetected and unrestricted. One maid had a late model crown victoria and the other had a late model chev. suburban(p) type vehicle.
I now believe that I am a targeted individual by the use of covert electronic surveillance directed energy weapons and biological weapons. I feel tingling and pin prick sensations at various times and can sense facial and pressures in my brain which I had previously thought was hypertension.
I am subjected to attack with biological weapons whereby caches of toxic chemicals are placed in strategic places are energized by the direct energy field to give me a dose of chemical. it is my perception that a dose can be initiated by energizing the chemical cache to agitate and cause a microscopic piece of the chemical to fly as a projectile through the air and be directed to strike a target with precision. the projectile can break the skin and go through minor resistance like clothes to reach skin surfaces. This has been happening for a long time and I my perception of this has been evolving. The fact that the projectile is initiated with directed energy explains why I was not able to locate a local electronic delivery system.

The chemical must have a ferrous component to it which can be controlled by electromagnet radiation (EMF). once it is on my skin, the emf of the direced energy weapon can agitate or move the microscopic pieces on my skin giving a sensation of pins and needles more intense. I can wash it off my skin and it is better. also if i am near the chemical which has been deposited on a sheet or pillowcase then small bits are projected into my skin to cause a burning and stinging sensation which is releaved by physically moving my head off the pillow. Also putting a magazine between me and the affected surface will intercept the projectiles.. the same is true if some chemical is painted on a lamp shade, as i found in my room the first day. getting in close proximitry of the lamp shade when the emf is present, causes small pieces (projectiles) to be forced towards me and hit my skin giving me a stinging sensation

















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I am staying through today because I did not wake up until after 10. I have been subject to chemical and electronic attack 24/7.
in this last week I noticed a large number of vehicles with blacked out windows, as though there were a sociopath convention this last week. Even the maids had blacked out windows and relatively ate model cars. someone is rigging the rooms I stay in with poison and who would be in a better position to enter the rooms undetected and unrestricted. One maid had a late model crown victoria and the other had a late model chev. suburban(p) type vehicle.
I now believe that I am a targeted individual by the use of covert electronic surveillance directed energy weapons and biological weapons. I feel tingling and pin prick sensations at various times and can sense facial and pressures in my brain which I had previously thought was hypertension.
I am subjected to attack with biological weapons whereby caches of toxic chemicals are placed in strategic places are energized by the direct energy field to give me a dose of chemical. it is my perception that a dose can be initiated by energizing the chemical cache to agitate and cause a microscopic piece of the chemical to fly as a projectile through the air and be directed to strike a target with precision. the projectile can break the skin and go through minor resistance like clothes to reach skin surfaces. This has been happening for a long time and I my perception of this has been evolving. The fact that the projectile is initiated with directed energy explains why I was not able to locate a local electronic delivery system.

The chemical must have a ferrous component to it which can be controlled by electromagnet radiation (EMF). once it is on my skin, the emf of the direced energy weapon can agitate or move the microscopic pieces on my skin giving a sensation of pins and needles more intense. I can wash it off my skin and it is better. also if i am near the chemical which has been deposited on a sheet or pillowcase then small bits are projected into my skin to cause a burning and stinging sensation which is releaved by physically moving my head off the pillow. Also putting a magazine between me and the affected surface will intercept the projectiles.. the same is true if some chemical is painted on a lamp shade, as i found in my room the first day. getting in close proximitry of the lamp shade when the emf is present, causes small pieces (projectiles) to be forced towards me and hit my skin giving me a stinging sensation



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unday night
feet are burning as i lay here in bed. my muscles are tense and i have to keep moving my limbs. my skin is very dry. there is a ringing in my ears like crickets. also there is a crackling i hear in my hair.
I can hear an electronic hum or drone, sometimes pulsating. also i can see distortion in the tv. i could leave but the idiots would follow me and no one cares.
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I asked for a new room today. after the maid left I noticed increased sensitivity to ntt.

the water test guy is back... see pics

I asked for a new room and they gave me rm 161 right next to water test guy(162)

the room has high readings for emf The highest readings are on the bed lower right hand foot around 89 utesla
on the other side it is 34 uteslas, but the meter 50ut at 3'
34ut at 2 feet and 12ut at 1'...graduating. I read high readings to the right of the door.

someone is calling me with restricted displayed on the phone. I received 2 calls tonight. I answered one call and the caller hung up, as I expected. I cut the other call off.

I went to the cadillac motel in high springs after leaving abv. This was a big mistake as the high springs psychopath is a sadist. I finally had to leave because this sadist had to have a reaction to his torture. I came back around 5am and stayed until 11am.

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I am staying through today because I did not wake up until after 10. I have been subject to chemical and electronic attack 24/7.
in this last week I noticed a large number of vehicles with blacked out windows, as though there were a sociopath convention this last week. Even the maids had blacked out windows and relatively ate model cars. someone is rigging the rooms I stay in with poison and who would be in a better position to enter the rooms undetected and unrestricted. One maid had a late model crown victoria and the other had a late model chev. suburban(p) type vehicle.
I now believe that I am a targeted individual by the use of covert electronic surveillance directed energy weapons and biological weapons. I feel tingling and pin prick sensations at various times and can sense facial and pressures in my brain which I had previously thought was hypertension.
I am subjected to attack with biological weapons whereby caches of toxic chemicals are placed in strategic places are energized by the direct energy field to give me a dose of chemical. it is my perception that a dose can be initiated by energizing the chemical cache to agitate and cause a microscopic piece of the chemical to fly as a projectile through the air and be directed to strike a target with precision. the projectile can break the skin and go through minor resistance like clothes to reach skin surfaces. This has been happening for a long time and I my perception of this has been evolving. The fact that the projectile is initiated with directed energy explains why I was not able to locate a local electronic delivery system.

The chemical must have a ferrous component to it which can be controlled by electromagnet radiation (EMF). once it is on my skin, the emf of the direced energy weapon can agitate or move the microscopic pieces on my skin giving a sensation of pins and needles more intense. I can wash it off my skin and it is better. also if i am near the chemical which has been deposited on a sheet or pillowcase then small bits are projected into my skin to cause a burning and stinging sensation which is releaved by physically moving my head off the pillow. Also putting a magazine between me and the affected surface will intercept the projectiles.. the same is true if some chemical is painted on a lamp shade, as i found in my room the first day. getting in close proximitry of the lamp shade when the emf is present, causes small pieces (projectiles) to be forced towards me and hit my skin giving me a stinging sensation




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  • tremmors
  • weakness
  • dilated pupils
  • eyes sensitive to light
  • HR 100bpm
  • bp up
  • windpipe feels raw
  • salivating in excess
  • somewhat nauseous
  • listless
  • tired
  • no energy
  • need to steady hands as i type
  • cognitive impaired
Poison is showing up on my body, specificaly my back and scalp. I even found some splattered on my glasses today and see that my glasses have been dirty a lot like that lately. I see that the symptoms aare much like a nerve agent (organophosphate) acetocholineesterase inhipitor. What i read under symptoms are extreme cases. I can see that this enters through contact with my skin. It works very fast, as i can see a marked effect by leaning back in a chair where I know it is present on my shirt and skin, causing the substance to be pressed more firmly against my skin and be absorbed. I have also found it in 3 pairs of my shoes causeing me to use all rubber flip flops that can be washed off.

No one believes that i am being poisoned. i need to find some way of testing for and showing a sample to someone. This happens every day and all day and all night. I am being used as a test subject. I can see why the scepticisim about this, however it is happening and I can prove it and so can someone who is willing to test, in order to find the chimical.
My cat had been poisoned and could not walk in cape coral. I took him to the viscaya prado vet clinic, where i got initial welcoming followed by a long wait. When seen, the doctor told me the cat had a temperature. When pressed the doctor said his temp was similar to 101F in humans. I said that would not explain his inability to walk. Also the cat was loosing his hair. I had thought if this doctor diagnosed poison then I could say I had the same symptoms. No such case because this doctor diagnosed a minor fever and wanted to do an exray at signifant expence. Then he said a few time that he hoped the cat did not have a leaky valve in his heart. I told him i hoped so too.

As i write, tiny drops (seems like) of some liquid are felt from time to time and i see more splashes on my glasses and I am feeling very impaied and tremulous. I keep going into the bathroom to rinse my face and scalp off. I can take a shower and wash this stuff off, but it comes right back. it is difficult to believe that someone would target only me (my girlfriend is not affected apparently), but it is happening and i am dealing with it so far.
When i am talking to my girlfreind i notice that i feel more dosed until i have to stop talking due to cognitive and physical impairment (as if increasing the dose until i falter is what is desired). Once impaired, only washing the chemical off will restor my functionality.

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i am a citizen of the United States of America
I claim my right to not be subject to human experimentation without my informed concent

freedom of information act
get FBI and CIA and DOE reports

Subject: Me
2:01 PM on 11/16/2011
Karin, I have decided that holding back on my explanation of why I am living in a hotel is worse than the embarassment of explaining it. So I will tell you.... I put it in writing so I covered everything is just enough detail to make sense and no more. If you want me to explain individual parts just ask. I have already tried living with a woman since I split up with Ellen in July 2010. This was where I lived in High Springs after I sold my house. She liked to get me to move in and then borrowed with no intention of paying back, a about 5k.. After that I left for over a month of no contact to Ft. myers to have needed surgery done on my hand. I came back on August 2nd, in time to pay $725.00 rent. I was very leery about comming back and just wanted to get my stuff and get out. On August 7 we were the only ones in the house. with out any talking or argument, just cold and calculated resolve and unknown to me, she went into her bedroom, called the police to tell them that I had pulled a knife on her. The police came and arrested me on a second degree fellony. Now remember karin, we had not talked or argued. her call to the police was a unilateral move, with out provocation of any kind. I was in Jail for 45 days. Now she is saying I sold my belongings while I was there and put the rest in storage. She says I have nothing there at her house. I have the entire contents of a 2100 square foot house in her house. I would have needed a 30 foot moving van to move it. She has all of it. A lot of the furniture is antique. The value of all that is 40k I have pictures of most of it. So this is why i am still in this area. My layer is working on trying to get my stuff back. My felony charge will be dropped. There you have it in a nutshell. To sum up, I am the victim of a robery which she planned before i got there. I can leave her soon. I am leaning towards abandoning my belongings. James and was lied to and robbed. Yes it happened, but I am resilient and can snap back. I lost about 10k and furniture with a value of 40k. She got all that. I walked away. yes there are predatory people like that out there so please be carefully who you let get close to you.. the most amazing and scary thing is the cold callousness with which people can be hiding behind a friendly smile. I had been ashamed of what happened and now I embrace it.


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DEW operator is a TRAITOR
I am an innocent AMERICAN senior citizen
please leave me alone
I have asked President Obama and other news anchors to investigate this issue.
only a psychopath would take a job killing/testing American citizens.
only a traitor would kill American citizens
Are you aware of your membership in that select group of 4% of the population known as PSYCHOPATHIC
PSYCHO is self explanatory and PATHIC means it wont go away. You are as locked and confined as I am.
If you dont know what Psychopath means, I suggest you google it.
I dont think you understand completely
I am telling you that I claim my rights as a US citizen.
you are a criminal, accessing me via electronic surveillance






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How do abusive people become abusive ?

There are many schools of thought on this subject. Ranging
from genetics, to emotional and or physical child abuse, and
being overly spoiled or fawned over.

Though I'm sure there's a lot more to learn regarding genetics.
The main common thread that can be identified in most cases
is the abuser being abused either emotionally and or physically
as a child. Or, being overly spoiled as a child as well. Meaning not
living by any rules, getting everything they want with no work,
being able to lie with no consequence, having constant attention
given to them, and having people hang on every word they say
or everything they do..

In some cases like in "Suzie's". There can be a combination of
abuse and over permissiveness. In this such example. The mother
was quite emotionally abusive, physically abusive at times, and overly
strict from things like getting in trouble for using the wrong spoon (as an
exmaple). The father was overly permissive, and financially along with emotionally spoiling her (no rules and can lie without consequence etc.)

In the case of being overly spoiled, the young child grows up never
learning rules or seeing others as having the same value as they
have. So if they see others as having less importance than themselves,
it's hard if not impossible for them to have empathy for others feelings.

However, in the case of being emotionally and or physically abused their
brain goes into survival mode and learns to split from the activity that's
going on. The activity being the abuse, and them being devalued into
a worthless person. So there behavior splits into a personality of a person
that has more importance than others, that's entitled to behave however they wish, and use others to achieve their goals. Like dicussed earlier in the first section. In order to keep up this grand personality they have to feed off of others. Hence, they always need a victim !

They usually learn their munipulation and abusive tactics from their own
abuser. Thus repeating the cycle over and over again. They also may learn
their many skills from trial and error. The more errors they make, the better
skilled liars and game players they become.

Another part of this splitting behavior is not having a concious for
their negative actions. They just shut it off, til it eventually gets
completely lost. This is why they have little to no empathy for emotional
and in most cases physcial pain of others. Most of the time they either
never had this emotion, or they lost it in early childhood.

When most of these people start living out this cycle of abusing others to
feed their needs, they're more than likely to repeat this their entire lives
without getting help. If the Narcissist splits and can never have contact with
their own real emotions of low self esteem, they can never fix or change the
personality problems they have. The Narcissist's main character flaw besides a lack of empathy, is not being able to identify with their real self. Since they can't and won't do that because of an emotional wall that has been built since their childhood, they never seek treatment or help. Back to homepage !

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I am staying through today because I did not wake up until after 10. I have been subject to chemical and electronic attack 24/7.
in this last week I noticed a large number of vehicles with blacked out windows, as though there were a sociopath convention this last week. Even the maids had blacked out windows and relatively ate model cars. someone is rigging the rooms I stay in with poison and who would be in a better position to enter the rooms undetected and unrestricted. One maid had a late model crown victoria and the other had a late model chev. suburban(p) type vehicle.
I now believe that I am a targeted individual by the use of covert electronic surveillance directed energy weapons and biological weapons. I feel tingling and pin prick sensations at various times and can sense facial and pressures in my brain which I had previously thought was hypertension.
I am subjected to attack with biological weapons whereby caches of toxic chemicals are placed in strategic places are energized by the direct energy field to give me a dose of chemical. it is my perception that a dose can be initiated by energizing the chemical cache to agitate and cause a microscopic piece of the chemical to fly as a projectile through the air and be directed to strike a target with precision. the projectile can break the skin and go through minor resistance like clothes to reach skin surfaces. This has been happening for a long time and I my perception of this has been evolving. The fact that the projectile is initiated with directed energy explains why I was not able to locate a local electronic delivery system.

The chemical must have a ferrous component to it which can be controlled by electromagnet radiation (EMF). once it is on my skin, the emf of the direced energy weapon can agitate or move the microscopic pieces on my skin giving a sensation of pins and needles more intense. I can wash it off my skin and it is better. also if i am near the chemical which has been deposited on a sheet or pillowcase then small bits are projected into my skin to cause a burning and stinging sensation which is releaved by physically moving my head off the pillow. Also putting a magazine between me and the affected surface will intercept the projectiles.. the same is true if some chemical is painted on a lamp shade, as i found in my room the first day. getting in close proximitry of the lamp shade when the emf is present, causes small pieces (projectiles) to be forced towards me and hit my skin giving me a stinging sensation














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I am staying through today because I did not wake up until after 10. I have been subject to chemical and electronic attack 24/7.
in this last week I noticed a large number of vehicles with blacked out windows, as though there were a sociopath convention this last week. Even the maids had blacked out windows and relatively ate model cars. someone is rigging the rooms I stay in with poison and who would be in a better position to enter the rooms undetected and unrestricted. One maid had a late model crown victoria and the other had a late model chev. suburban(p) type vehicle.
I now believe that I am a targeted individual by the use of covert electronic surveillance directed energy weapons and biological weapons. I feel tingling and pin prick sensations at various times and can sense facial and pressures in my brain which I had previously thought was hypertension.
I am subjected to attack with biological weapons whereby caches of toxic chemicals are placed in strategic places are energized by the direct energy field to give me a dose of chemical. it is my perception that a dose can be initiated by energizing the chemical cache to agitate and cause a microscopic piece of the chemical to fly as a projectile through the air and be directed to strike a target with precision. the projectile can break the skin and go through minor resistance like clothes to reach skin surfaces. This has been happening for a long time and I my perception of this has been evolving. The fact that the projectile is initiated with directed energy explains why I was not able to locate a local electronic delivery system.

The chemical must have a ferrous component to it which can be controlled by electromagnet radiation (EMF). once it is on my skin, the emf of the direced energy weapon can agitate or move the microscopic pieces on my skin giving a sensation of pins and needles more intense. I can wash it off my skin and it is better. also if i am near the chemical which has been deposited on a sheet or pillowcase then small bits are projected into my skin to cause a burning and stinging sensation which is releaved by physically moving my head off the pillow. Also putting a magazine between me and the affected surface will intercept the projectiles.. the same is true if some chemical is painted on a lamp shade, as i found in my room the first day. getting in close proximitry of the lamp shade when the emf is present, causes small pieces (projectiles) to be forced towards me and hit my skin giving me a stinging sensation




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